contented is a word

Downstairs my parents are getting angry with my little sister, and today I bought tons of pretty clothes and a sweet camera bag. A little earlier my sister brought me a glass of ginger beer and I was listening to Goodbye Yellow Brick Road, my newly-bought record. I spent today with three of my favourite people.

i bought a necklace with mary on it

some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but i ain't got nothin'
if i ain't got you

fuck this cliche bullshit

If I'm blunt, will you all say I'm pathetic, and will you say I'm desperate?

I want somebody. I want a few people. They all want someone else. All I want is to love, and be loved in return. They don't want me. All I want is to be wanted.

Wanted as more than a friend.

luna

I feel like luna lovegood.

I've been stuck in a permanent daydream lately. it started in my last class on thursday. it comes and goes, sometimes reaaaally weird and dreamy (enough to make joe think I was stoned. I wasn't, I don't do that), and sometimes just barely even there, nearly normal.

it's not anything to do with drugs or alchohol.

it's a mental mindset. I quite enjoy it, a little bit.

happy valentine's day.

superstitions work opposite for me.

friday the thirteenth was such a super fantastic day.

I have a valentine for valentine's day.