this blog is mostly for mitchell

this blog is for emma for being so nice to me
this blog is for zoe for saying my voice is better than regina spektor's
this blog is for mitchell
this blog is for that text you sent me in class
i had a headache and it subsided a little

the truth is a lot of people don't like me, and i don't know of all but one
i would really like to know so i can stop being so annoying
who are you? what have i done to you? is my existence bothering you? should i just die?

no, i will not do that for you
this is a free country
i will be where i want and sing where i want
i'll kiss who i want
i'll use my talents to their extents
i don't care if you don't like my views because they are mine
they don't have to be yours too

and if they are
then hi, how are you

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shhh

It's like every little thing I've wanted was a possibility last night.

And I'm not saying anything else.

contented is a word

Downstairs my parents are getting angry with my little sister, and today I bought tons of pretty clothes and a sweet camera bag. A little earlier my sister brought me a glass of ginger beer and I was listening to Goodbye Yellow Brick Road, my newly-bought record. I spent today with three of my favourite people.

my hopes went up and crashed back down

You weren't there today. You were sick. Today I played piano for some girls, and that was pretty brilliant. I little later, I felt like death. I sat on the bus and concentrated on just holding on that extra minute, sweating and dreaming of sleep, and relief. I got home and slept for two hours. I woke up feeling like that moment when the sun sweeps over your skin and warms your whole being. Blissful relief.

Everything's fucking wonderful, even when your classes consist of seventy people and the math class you should be in isn't available, due to the fact that the class in question is during a period with two classes already scheduled in it.

I'm glad just to be away from that edge-of-death feeling.

downright!

Today was a damn good day! Me and my mother went shopping at Dressmart and I found some sweet deals at the big G outlet store. I got this exciting pretty-coloured dress, although it doesn't leave much to the imagination!

A little late I meandered around town by myself for a bit. I bought Mitchell's present, and now I'm really fucking poor, but it's all okay because Mitchell is my favourite person in the whole wide world and is definitely worth being poor for. At the Salvation Army store I bumped into one of other my favourite people, little Zöe! (look I did the accent!) We chatted for a bit about all sorts of things and I found a wonderful skirt that I must snip tonight. God DAMN she is cool.

Today was new things, right now is to be the Sims, tomorrow is Mitchell.